A decade of waiting

Misses

2011-04-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Well, back to this blog again. So after a year, on the 17/03/2011, 16.04pm. All the thing in my mind was about you, weird eh. Haha I've tried so hard to moved on. I even tried to find a girlfriend. But simply, when the clock hits 0000am, all i can think about is her. Ya, regretted so badly. I know it's my own wrong doings. Hmmm I just simply can't give up. On her birthday, 04/01/2011, I did nothing. I did not text her, pm her, or anything. I know she won't like it. But I'll always remember too:) I might given up on myself, but I'm still unable to forget her. Well well, who knows what can I do? Tonight, I post on this blog. It's just because I miss how it was in the past when I'm still using this blog. Awww FREAKING MISS IT!! Haha. Time passed, human changed, everything got deeper and deeper. Life is like that, sweetness, bitterness, everything! It was created to make humans suffer pains. Hope she is fine now. 13 more days, is the time when me and her broke up the 1st time. Well I know, it's my wrong. Who cares anyway. I just can't stop thinking about her eh. After a year, I didn't know this will still keep on going on and on. If I got a chance, just a chance to tell her I'm sorry, just a chance to see her, even see her back again, I would be happy enough.Or just a chance, that she would talk to me again, I'll be happier :) I'm waiting. She can don't care me, ignore me, do whatever she want to crush me, say anything to hurt me, insult me, I also don't mind. But she can't stop me from loving her:) I WILL WAIT! :D

2011-03-02T07:20:00.000-08:00

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2010-11-05T13:55:00.000-07:00

Holidays~

2010-11-05T13:49:00.000-07:00

Went out with Darrius and Ah Yo today at Tampines. Like so crazy eating some Seoul Garden at Tampines Mall :) Fun, but yet feels a little weird being the light bulb there. And the most happiest thing is, MONDAY BOOK IN!! :D Thank you director! ^^ Well, 4 more weeks and POP lo! Hmmm wondering what vocation I'll get ." Until now I still can't stop thinking. Still can't forget. I wanted a life which have colour , hais.. Anyway, Having basketball training tomorrow, gotta get to my bed le GoodNight love ones! Sweet Dreams!!! ^^

Regrets...

2010-11-05T13:44:00.000-07:00

I tried, I've tried really really very hard.. I don't understand. Why i can't just move on my heart? I made myself took out the 1st step to forget, but whenever i take one step up the hill, I'll fall again and again. Can someone help me? I really wish i could pass through all this. I miss her.. I miss her so much.. I really hope she can return, but I myself know that, it's impossible between us.. I really hate myself for letting go. Now that she's gone for good, I don't know what to do anymore.. FML!

2010-08-01T13:59:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh~ luckily the band performance was good. Only just a few mistakes. Well, this few months is like a terror for me. Every night, same thing in my mind. I wonder how can i forget everything. It seems so unusual from my past and now. All i can say you did it. You really made me guilty for life, regret for life. So how are you feeling right now? Such bugs in my heads are turning me upside down. Chill OUT! I hope everything can be turned upside down. But its impossible i guess. Everything in my life is like so FUCK UP LA!

goodbye childhood:)

2010-07-28T16:52:00.000-07:00

Like i said, everything always came so unexpectedly. Being able to put past behind is really great things, But when something unexpectedly happened what else can you do? Well anyway, This coming saturday is our band's performance, i still wish to see good results in it. Too much things happen recently. I don't know will i be able to concentrate on this coming saturday. Currently, there is nothing i can do for and all i can is to wait. Going army soon, well, not exactly army but CD. LOL . I'll start to grow up and change. Change for a better person and walk on my road without flaws. Army life sucks but what can we do? HAHA . I gonna make my life much more lively, learn to grow up, and of cause, i will TRY to be mature^^ hahahahha. I made too much mistake and depair for the past life i had. Now, I really wish things would change a little. Just a bit will do. Making out the first step that MAN must take. Goodbye childhood~ And welcoming the life of TORTURE! hahahah. And Birthday is around the corner i wonder how will it be like on that day. Hmmmmm wel i didn't think much but i do hope it goes well.

Lastly, friends, do support my band :) this band is my dream and i wanna make it big. No matter how people see on us, our music still flows in our mind as long as we do our best in it. And, MELISSA! please don't think so much^^ think too much will fat:x LOLOLOL!

BAND COMPETITION DAY!

2010-06-13T16:08:00.000-07:00

Very bad day, but its okay, everything will be better next time:) So DECADE! don't give up so easily:) we'll strive for better next time:)

ENDED!

2010-05-30T15:33:00.001-07:00

Things all ended. and thanks for the truth:)
but still i'll rmb the date girl:)

Woots! brand new beginning:) was having damn lots of fun! :) love it when it comes to town with bunch of brothers & sisters! :)) looking forward to another time:)We were like so crazy! thanks guys! will always remember you guys cheering me up dude:) we gotta jump into slang when you see GENJI"s Network:)) ...

2010-05-28T15:09:00.000-07:00

I love you was never a lie. I always love you. I know no matter what i tell you now, it's no use.. but I really know I'm wrong. I need you in my life, without you, my life really have very big changes comparing to the days with you.. I only can say, I'm sorry, and I'll prove you, I really love you..

2010-05-28T14:49:00.000-07:00

From the start, I'm wrong. Very wrong.
i just wish that everything can turn back, rewrite the
story. I don't wanna go on without you. I need
you more then i need anyone in my life.
Forgive me please. I don't know how can i ever forgive myself
for what I've done anymore.
Can i have a chance be with you once more?
But if you're happy with your life without me now, i won't force you
to give me one more chance.. but i still love you... i really do.. hais...

2010-03-30T09:51:00.000-07:00

Hand damn pain lar! Lazy to post liao:(

2010-03-19T11:11:00.000-07:00

I just wanna know,
how much you love me~...
sigh~...

ANGRY!:@

2010-03-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

WAAWAWA!!! damn angry today>< Stupid lor.
I really don't know what the hack i do wrong at all-.-
Don't have to vend your unhappiness on my relationship one mar~!
GRRRR!!!!! Like my relationship owe you like that.
Forget it lur. Keep say also no point. Let it be ba. Today wanna
play basketball one lor. But RAIN!!!! Shit the rain.
Tomorrow meeting baby:DD Hope can successfully meet till-.-

At least got post:X
ending here~ tar tar~!

WOOOO!

2010-03-18T18:50:00.000-07:00

So boring nowadays~ always nth to do lols!
Plus, problems so many recently out there. Hope it could
all just end hahaha! Well, it's been long since last post. So,
now give a bit face come post post LAUGHS!

Last night, got "eat table" at Teck Whye Ave:))
So many people~
Need walk here and there so ma fan haha!
But overall not bad. Eat till very happy! LOL!
But never the less, a very common dishes in "eat table", a sure have
dishes! KONG BA BAO! LOLOL!
But really the dishes are quite delicious:)
Actually i only care about eating those up:P
Well, by night all go st. James, power house ler:(
left only me hahaha. But at least just now they came back got come find me:)
Haha, okay ba. Ending here.

ICHIBANESHO~!:)

2010-02-09T09:03:00.000-08:00

Hey guys:D I edited these photos ler.
Hope you guys will like it .
I felt it is not really perfect but also not bad :D
So just accept it. :X HAHA
I don't care lar not happy with this Pitures then too bad.
Ownself make lor. HAHAHA JOKING GUYS!:)
Anyway. Always aim for the 1st guys! Jiayou for upcoming
Performance /competition!:DD

2010-02-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

Guys! This is the pictures taken during the concert:D

2010-02-09T08:13:00.001-08:00

Finally!! My band and me gets to go for recording!!
So happy lar:D haha
We DECADE will do our very best of all!
But under a very big condition. It is to...
QUIT SMOKING! :(
But no choice. Uncle David has a point.
We have to show others our good impression
and also being healthy:)
SO! We decided, to quit smoking:) WE SWEAR!
For the sake of our band i will quit.
So Kopi, John, Rong!
We must keep it going! QUIT SMOKING!:DD
GO DECADE! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!:DDD

2010-02-07T12:15:00.000-08:00

DECADE!!!:DD

2010-02-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

Good work guys! We did great!
We must strive further:)
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!:DD
So fun in this performance:)
I really enjoy a lot:)
AND! Thanks everyone for your support!
We won't let you guys down!
We will strive all the way up up up!
No one can ever pull us down!

Hair Cutting~!

2010-02-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

Wooo! every one dyed hair, cut hair and treatment their hair today!
So fun lo! We like become Kamen Rider Den-O like that. Red, Blue, Yellow and Purple. LOL!

SOOOO COOOOOOL ! Hahahas. Tomorrow is our BIG BIG day ler:)
Hope nothing went wrong lur.
Early in the morning I'll be meeting Desmond and ZhiZhong
going to eat our breakfast:) After eating going back
to my house and get ready ant take off to my studio for work:)
After that in the afternoon we'll be meeting the rest of
my Band mates and the rest of our friends:)
It will sure be a very happening day of all!
Good luck DECADE!
Go Decade! GO Decade! DECADE DECADE GO GO GO!!!:D

ONE MORE DAY!!!

2010-02-04T08:37:00.000-08:00

One more day till our performance. Hope everything will go well:)
Well i don't know why but i just not having good feelings this few days.
It's like so fcuk up! Oh well i don't care either.
Hmmm i always got something that i never said. i really hope a someone
will know. But i don't want someone to know cause i know it's a waste of time
saying all that. LOL! Tomorrow I'll be accompany Desmond go cut hair if he never go work.
But i guess he sure won't go cause he too tired already! Chen Hao Nan so lazy de. LMAO!
Today raining again. These few days keep raining lo so bored. Then just now Adeline's sister was bullied by other people but end up we go down become Andrew they all-.- I'm like soooooo shagg.. I thought still got something fun and can exercise. But never mind la. No problem jiu hao:D Gonna turn in soon so TAR TAR~! CIAOS!:D

2010-02-03T13:32:00.000-08:00

Back to my blog:D 2 more days to the very 1st big day of mine:D
Hope it won't went wrong. I believe DECADE will strive for the best no matter
what it takes! Our music will always be coming out from our soul!
Don't give up guys! :) Damn tired. Don't know whats wrong with this blog.
Keep can't use those layouts from Blogskins.com so fed up.
Well going off to bed. We'll be awaiting for the competition!:DD