Misses

Well, back to this blog again. So after a year, on the 17/03/2011, 16.04pm. All the thing in my mind was about you, weird eh. Haha I've tried so hard to moved on. I even tried to find a girlfriend. But simply, when the clock hits 0000am, all i can think about is her. Ya, regretted so badly. I know it's my own wrong doings. Hmmm I just simply can't give up. On her birthday, 04/01/2011, I did nothing. I did not text her, pm her, or anything. I know she won't like it. But I'll always remember too:) I might given up on myself, but I'm still unable to forget her. Well well, who knows what can I do? Tonight, I post on this blog. It's just because I miss how it was in the past when I'm still using this blog. Awww FREAKING MISS IT!! Haha. Time passed, human changed, everything got deeper and deeper. Life is like that, sweetness, bitterness, everything! It was created to make humans suffer pains. Hope she is fine now. 13 more days, is the time when me and her broke up the 1st time. Well I know, it's my wrong. Who cares anyway. I just can't stop thinking about her eh. After a year, I didn't know this will still keep on going on and on. If I got a chance, just a chance to tell her I'm sorry, just a chance to see her, even see her back again, I would be happy enough.Or just a chance, that she would talk to me again, I'll be happier :) I'm waiting. She can don't care me, ignore me, do whatever she want to crush me, say anything to hurt me, insult me, I also don't mind. But she can't stop me from loving her:) I WILL WAIT! :D

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Holidays~

Went out with Darrius and Ah Yo today at Tampines. Like so crazy eating some Seoul Garden at Tampines Mall :) Fun, but yet feels a little weird being the light bulb there. And the most happiest thing is, MONDAY BOOK IN!! :D Thank you director! ^^ Well, 4 more weeks and POP lo! Hmmm wondering what vocation I'll get ." Until now I still can't stop thinking. Still can't forget. I wanted a life which have colour , hais.. Anyway, Having basketball training tomorrow, gotta get to my bed le GoodNight love ones! Sweet Dreams!!! ^^

Regrets...

I tried, I've tried really really very hard.. I don't understand. Why i can't just move on my heart? I made myself took out the 1st step to forget, but whenever i take one step up the hill, I'll fall again and again. Can someone help me? I really wish i could pass through all this. I miss her.. I miss her so much.. I really hope she can return, but I myself know that, it's impossible between us.. I really hate myself for letting go. Now that she's gone for good, I don't know what to do anymore.. FML!

Ahhhhh~ luckily the band performance was good. Only just a few mistakes. Well, this few months is like a terror for me. Every night, same thing in my mind. I wonder how can i forget everything. It seems so unusual from my past and now. All i can say you did it. You really made me guilty for life, regret for life. So how are you feeling right now? Such bugs in my heads are turning me upside down. Chill OUT! I hope everything can be turned upside down. But its impossible i guess. Everything in my life is like so FUCK UP LA!

goodbye childhood:)

Like i said, everything always came so unexpectedly. Being able to put past behind is really great things, But when something unexpectedly happened what else can you do? Well anyway, This coming saturday is our band's performance, i still wish to see good results in it. Too much things happen recently. I don't know will i be able to concentrate on this coming saturday. Currently, there is nothing i can do for and all i can is to wait. Going army soon, well, not exactly army but CD. LOL . I'll start to grow up and change. Change for a better person and walk on my road without flaws. Army life sucks but what can we do? HAHA . I gonna make my life much more lively, learn to grow up, and of cause, i will TRY to be mature^^ hahahahha. I made too much mistake and depair for the past life i had. Now, I really wish things would change a little. Just a bit will do. Making out the first step that MAN must take. Goodbye childhood~ And welcoming the life of TORTURE! hahahah. And Birthday is around the corner i wonder how will it be like on that day. Hmmmmm wel i didn't think much but i do hope it goes well.

Lastly, friends, do support my band :) this band is my dream and i wanna make it big. No matter how people see on us, our music still flows in our mind as long as we do our best in it. And, MELISSA! please don't think so much^^ think too much will fat:x LOLOLOL!